Some females are quick to lose thought of they first perspective they say that their tired of no good ass niggz but at the same time those are the ones that they accepting I’ve seen them get a nigga love uh nigga and come to find out he’s not the type she was expecting ..she say he’s never there but she care for him.. she say it’s love but to me it sounds like neglection she say his love make her burn she say its sensational but to me it sounds like uh infection.. I’m not gonna lie back in the day I showed her love and affection.. but she went to school and came back now stripping is her profession..damn What a Difference two Summers Make .. It seem like Last week we was Down By The Lake.. Eli’s Cheesecake is What We was snacking on.. Now she Calling me telling me What She Got Her mind On !! Telling Me About This Man That man And The Other And How She Still don’t Get Along With Her Mother.. i Tell Her Meet Me At Blu’s For a Drink Or Two, It’s Been awhile Since ive Seen Her ..She’s Got a Lil Taller Got A Lil Thicker !! She Seats Down And Tells Me She No Longer Drinks Liquor.. I Interrupt Her To Tell Her My Feelings.. Come To Find Out I’m To Late!! Cause Under That Pretty Ass Flower Dress a Baby Bump Is What She was Concealing…. Now Le’s Go Back To The Beginning She Was The Type To Fall for Them Dog ass Niggas .. I Tell her If That Nigga Ever cause You Harm Let Me Be The First You Call On !!
I Never seen a Man Cry until i Looked In the Mirror.Thoughts Became Coherent Visions became Clearer..Ive Seen realty And Ive witness Circumstances ..Ive Seen The ring Of Fire in Which The Devil Dance In ..Sum May say I’m Crazy Others May say Delusional.. Naw!! See I’m a different soul One you’re Not Use to..See i Don’t have a Point of View .. Cant see That Far!! Unless it was in my rear view ..it’s Fucked up That Only When My eyes are Shut Is When I Have a clear View .. i swear sometimes i don’t understand my Own logic..it’s like my brain is Holding my Thoughts Hostage ..And Niggas wonder Why I’m antisocial!! My Mind is Selfish I DO NOT WANNA KNOW YOU !!! Had Thoughts About Suicide Exposing My Thoughts and Show You How It Is In There..Relentless There is No Fear In There..It’s Complicated ..I wont Blame Depression!! So Selfish i wont Share My Aggression ..i Keep it All Inside, I can’t Sleep At Night! The Hell with Sheep.. I Count My Blessings And Pray That It Will Be Alright..